Being a Dad

So after a few days as a father, I have noticed new behaviors, like walking in to walls and sugaring my eggs instead of salting... No, but seriously I can't listen to nonstop crazy music like I used to, and sometimes I just have to walk away from "stupid conversation" where I used to follow these things all the way to there ending, and continue to kick the dead horse several hours later. I know it will probably wear off, and Ill be the psyco, half-emo, rambler, most everyone knows me as.

In other news about me. Im still trying to figure out what God has for me, but He's been so good to me, giving me a house, a beautiful wife, and now a beautiful daughter. I could never ask for better. But I have noticed I always want more, no matter what I already have, I need to work on that. I need to be thankful for all the things I have. God has given me only the best so far, so why am I allways scared about the future. I need to learn to share with others.

I'm really tired so if this is not making since, or cents, or sense, or sence... Ill just blame it on that!